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I've had a lot of first dates, but nothing beyond that. The idea of casual sex and one-night stands sounds great—but in reality, moving that quickly with someone I don't know or trust freaks me out, causes me to shut down, and prevents me from enjoying anything.

You shouldn't want to be with a dishonest, moralizing bigot, DES, so the fact that this particular dishonest, moralizing bigot is incapable of hiding her truly repulsive feelings isn't a reason to consider seeing her.

I found out that for the past few months he has been sexting and almost definitely hooking up with someone who I said I was not comfortable with.

After our initial conversation about her (during which I expressed my discomfort), he never brought her up again.

Not being able to mask hateful feelings isn't a redeeming quality—it's the opposite.

My boyfriend and I love each other deeply, and the thought of breaking up devastates me. I deeply regret it and am full of shame, but I impulsively went through his texts for the first time.